Ok so here is the story, and please dont post for me to stop smoking or your an idiot or any of that you guys dont know how much I need this to be cured and if you have had it to you know what im saying. I have been smoking weed for about 2 years now, I use to get high and stoned and just hangout with friends kick back and have a good time, until last winter (winter 2009) I smoked one time and felt some really wierd unexplanable things going on it my body. I kept smoking for a while and the same things kept happening, it went away in the spring than one day I got it bad so I went to the hospital told them I had stomach pains which is where the pain was, and that water helped and burping felt better all that shit. They told me I had acid reflux so I cut down on smoking and started eating healthy thinking I had acid reflux, after drinking I was told alcohol would aggervate your acid reflux symptoms the most but when I would drink I would be fine and when I would drink and smoke weed I would be fine. I could also eat any food and feel fine so I figure I dont have acid reflux(I had multilpe acid reflux tests everything came out normal) going for my last test next week to determine if I have it or not, I’m still taking my acid reflux medicines 2s a day and have been for a while. So what lead to me think I had acid reflux was because I would smoke and feel like shit only when I smoke I later realzied that this is prolly anxiety, When I smoke I need fresh air and water otherwise I feel helpless. I dont know why I get anxiety when I smoke I always want to get a good high but always freak out no matter how high I’m, when someone asks me if I want to smoke my heart rate increases just thinking about it more often than not I wont smoke with people just by myself but once in a while I will and yesterday I smoked with my friend a jeeb, minutes after I had to step out of my car walk around and get some fresh air I couldnt drive my car I was to paranoid when I was in the car I felt heart attacks coming on at some points (I’m only 18)! I tried to relax myself but its hard when your high so eventually after walking around the neighborhood downing multiple water bottles and trying to chill out I drove my friend home and went home still preety fuckin high since it was only like 45 minutes passed in time, when I went in I felt better I was watching basektball and sitting next to my window breathing in and out trying to relax I still stayed high for about an hour after I got home was not nearly as paranoid just kinda relaxed and enjoyed my high, but how do I get rid of this anxiety so when I smoke with my friends I’m nice and relaxed…… dont tell me to stop smoking cause I cut down big time I went from an everyday smoker to only a few times a week I just want to enjoy being a kid I’m only 18 years old. I’m going to a shrink next week to talk about anxiety I’m going to tell him about all this but I tried some tips I got offline to no avile. Did anyone experience anxiety from weed and was abel to over come it? Like I said earlier I had it last year for a while it went away I dont know how but its been back for a while now
I know its anxiety and tis all in my head but my head wont let me chill out I always feel things coming up my throat and water always has to wash it down and if i dont ill feel like my throat is going to close up even though its not at all just HELP ME

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